Its been a long time since I've written. I am not very good about this whole blogging thing.

So updates: I finally know what is going on with me. I have been diagnosed with M.S. Yep you read that right. And if you don't know what M.S. is it stands for Multiple Sclerosis. Basically my body is attacking its nerves and eating away at the lining that covers them.

There is good news though. Me and my husband are expecting a new little one. :) He/she will be here in no time it feels like. Can't wait to have new little feet pattering around the house.

With all of that to focus on I haven't much let myself dwell on the past. But yesterday and today are my two day "anniversary" of what happened so many years ago. I try not to think about it now and most days I don't. It takes seeing something in a movie, a particularly stormy night, or seeing a look alike now to get me spooked. This is a nice change from where I have been. But regardless my body knows what time of year it is even if I won't allow my mind or heart to wander that way. I have been having a lot of cramping and contractions with baby these past few weeks and I can't help but wonder if there is a connection there. My sleep has also been troubled even if I go to bed with happy thoughts and feelings.

So I am taking today one hour, sometimes one minute, at a time and just trying to stay focused on work and life at hand. So much has changed and so much good has come to me in my life. The Lord truly has blessed me.

May your days be filled with blessings too. And lets focus on those blessings as we face each hardship.